Archive for June 17th, 2009


once i knew a girl in the hard hard times

June 17, 2009

Life is pretty strange right now. I guess, the easiest way to describe what’s sloshing around is that I’m trying to figure out how to stay honest and true to myself and what I need and want, but also not be a giant wrecking ball to those I love in the process. It’s messy. And complicated. And sad. And parts are incredibly bright. Sigh.

I think I’m taking off for a few days. I may even skip Pride this weekend in lieu of somewhere else, or just stay in town and not go. It’s the first time since I came out that I’d not be partaking in Pride events…and that feels weird, but…I’m just not so sure I can handle it right now.